Thursday, 16 August 2012

51 shades of pink

As Charlie approached the door way she could hear voices through the open window, they were talking about her, she held back and listened.  He was talking about the first time he had met her and how he thought she was the prettiest thing he'd ever seen, the others muttered in agreement, but his voice was the one she picked up on,  he carried on, saying how he was looking forward to her being there that evening, how he had been thinking about her since that first brief meeting at her interview.   She  took the last 2 steps and knocked on the door, he opened it immediately, stood tall and broad towering over her petite 5ft chubby frame, he smiled, she blushed and walked past him.

She was there as his new boss, they were all led up to the staff room where she was left with the 8 other adults, all eyes were on her. She was nervous, but confident that she could do this.   He sat right at the side of her, immediately cheeky and flirty with her, she knew the best way to handle him was to make sure he knew she wouldn't stand for any messing about, but he smiled at her and she melted.  There was something about his smile, it was if he was hiding behind it.  The next 2 hours flew by, everyone getting involved in the team building exercise,  each adding their own personality to the session, but she couldn't take her eyes off him, the more she watched him she realised that behind the smile there was pain and a lot of it. His eyes told of the worry he carried yet when he glanced at her there was something else in his eyes, she didn't want to believe that it could be because he found her attractive.  Throughout the class he hinted at some of the things wrong in his life. Charlie couldn't help wanting to hold him and take those worries away. But she knew that she wasn't strong enough, taking on this job was hard enough for her to be doing with all the things that were causing her pain in her life.  She was recently left as a single parent, family that didn't support her, friends that had deserted her, she was lonely and struggling with how her life was.  This job was her way of getting out the house, but also to prove to herself that she could do something beyond being a mum.

The session drew to an end, she felt sad that she wouldn't see him for another week as she had different staff members in each session until the same time the following week, he touched her arm as he said goodbye. That touch was the start of things to come, she couldn't stop thinking about him. She longed for him to hold her, to kiss her, to touch her again.  She knew how wrong it would be to get involved with him, she was afterall, his boss, he was full of problems that she knew she couldn't fix. But she wanted to help him as well as be close to him.  The week went fast, filling her days with work and activities with the kids, constantly imagining what she would say the next time she saw him, wondering how and if she would talk to him about herself and life beyond the lesson.

She walked up the path, she heard him talking, she stopped and listened for a moment, he saw her and shouted to hurry up because he wanted to get started with the session.  He noticed her hair was different, telling her how pretty it looked.  He again sat next to her,  this time he sat so close that his leg constantly brushed against hers.  The flirting this time was more intense, she reciprocated with smiles and compliments, but making sure the others thought it was just messing around. She giggled along with his funny anecdotes and he touched her constantly making sure he had an excuse for his fingers to touch hers or, using excuses like asking to see her tattoos so he could touch her shoulders and back.  Tingles ran down her spine as his soft fingers stroked her shoulder tattoo.  She felt her cheeks warming so moved away and told him to behave so she could concentrate, he whispered 'but you don't want me to behave do you?'  she blushed some more and quickly changed the subject back to the next team building session.

Everyone left to have a cigarette, he stayed! She tried to concentrate on planning the session,  but he sat and watched her,
'what?' she asked in a girly, flirty tone
'you are so pretty' he replied confidently
she blushed even more. She stood up to make a drink, he was soon at her side, towering over her, he smiled, she smiled back but quickly put her head down. She didn't want to believe that he was being serious, she was trying to remind herself of all the times she had been used by men, all the times she had been led on and let down.  She tried to remind herself that whilst flirting was fun she couldn't and wouldn't let this go any further.  But she was fighting the little voice telling her to relax and have some fun, convincing herself that whilst he was no good for her, she could have some fun without getting emotionally involved, couldn't she? Adrenalin kicked in and she lifted her head, smiled at him and put her hand on his arm, telling him how strong he looked. He put his hand on hers and flexed his muscles. Wow she thought and drifted into a place where he was holding her tight and the world around them disappeared.

The rest of the staff members came back into the room, so she quickly calmed herself and carried on with the session.   There was half an hour before the end and she didn't know how she could take this to the next level, or even if she should. She wanted him so badly though, she found some confidence and before it disappeared again she wrote down her Facebook details.  She gave them to him and walked away, finishing the session and leaving the building.  She walked quickly to her car partly regretting what she had just done, but smiling at how confident she felt. She spent 20 minutes driving home wondering whether the flirting had just been that, a bit of fun, or whether she was reading the signals properly and that he was interested in her. She checked her phone for a message and there it was, a message, a funny one, saying how his spelling was better on paper than it was in messages, she messaged back that he was doing great. The message replies were immediate, but then he said he was having to log off and gave her his phone number.  Charlie text him immediately, smiling a huge smile every time her phone beeped again. The messages were as flirty as he had been in class, constantly telling her how gorgeous and pretty she was.

Charlie had things to be doing so she said good night to him and put her children to bed.  She climbed into bed and couldn't stop thinking about him, beep beep, her phone startled her, it was him again, wanting to say he couldn't sleep because he was thinking about her.  They text for over an hour, the conversation going from flirty to serious to flirty again.  He told her how he couldn't wait to see her again, and asked if she would like to meet up away from work.  She agreed without even thinking about it.  They said goodnight again.

Less than 10 minutes passed and her phone started to ring, it was him, she answered quietly so as not to wake the kids, he said how he just wanted to hear her voice.  They talked for hours, talking about how he missed his children, how his ex had put them up for adoption, he talked about his drug abuse and his family issues. he told her about the place he was living and how he couldn't wait to get out of there, how he wanted to make his life better. She told him about her children, about her life, she told him that she'd had a rough time lately and had been feeling quite low. He told her how he wanted to hold her and take all her worries away.

He constantly kept telling her how gorgeous he thought she was, that her hair was awesome and that he loved the blue eyeshadow, he'd noticed her eye make up! She'd never met a bloke that noticed things like that!  He knew when she was smiling and told her how he couldn't wait to see her smile again.  He asked when he could see her, she wasn't sure it was a good idea so suggested that she would ring him to arrange something.  They eventually said good night. She hung up and he text her straight away
'good night beautiful'
she slept well and woke with a huge smile.  But soon enough the awful few weeks caught back up with her and she felt sad, she had coped on her own through it all and was starting to pull herself together but now she had him offering hugs and boy she wanted a hug.  She called him and arranged to meet him after a play date with the kids and friends.

Charlie was unusually quiet at the play date, friends offering their shoulders to cry on and an ear to chat to.  She didn't want theirs though she wanted him, she was consumed by thoughts of him. Constantly checking the time, she couldn't wait to be with him.

She opened the door and there he was, still as tall, broad and gorgeous as she had remembered. He stood towering over her and put his arms around her, huge, strong muscular arms that felt like they could wrap twice around her. She closed her eyes for a moment, taking in his sweet yet manly scent, he'd clearly been walking fast or even running, making sure he arrived on time,  she could smell his sweat and even that made her go weak at the knees.  He looked at her, she looked at him, their eyes moved down to look at each others lips, it was only the early hours of that morning he had told her how badly he wanted to kiss her. She closed her eyes again in the hope he would kiss her, but he didn't.  He pulled her into him and held her tight. He whispered 'you are so pretty' she felt her face starting to turn red, he sensed that she wasn't used to hearing those kind of things so held her tighter and told her it was true.

She never wanted to leave those arms, never wanting to leave that safe, protected place. But he loosened his arms, placed his hand on her cheek and moved her head away from his body, he looked into her eyes, then at her lips, he moved his lips closer to hers, she closed her eyes ready to feel his soft lips against hers.  But he grabbed the back of her hair, pulling her head back he kissed her neck, nibbling and nipping at her ear, he pushed her against the wall, grabbing her hands and holding them tight, pushing his body against hers, he kissed her, his tongue flicking against hers, his lips pressing hard against hers. she was glad to have him pressing her against her because her legs had turned to jelly and she thought she would collapse if he moved away.  He held her hands tighter as the kiss became more passionate, their breathing deep and fast, their body temperature rising dramatically.

His kiss became more gentle and he loosened his grip of her hair and hands, looking straight into her eyes he noticed she'd put the blue eyeshadow on again, he smiled, his lips were shiny and soft, her lips were tingling from his unshaven face.  He pulled away from her body but his arms were around her waist. She could hardly believe how that kiss had made her feel, she wanted more, but she knew they had to leave as the kids play date was over and they would be there any moment. She took a deep breath and attempted to cool down, he looked at her and smiled, knowing full well what he had just done to her.

They decided they would go back to hers, so the kids could play and they could talk.  The minute the kids weren't looking he grabbed her again, pulling her tight into him, this time he was sitting down, he was so tall that even sat down their faces were just level. He wrapped his arms around her waist, holding her tight, his smile didn't have as much sadness in it, she was starting to forget about all her worries, they were both loosing themselves in each others touch.  She kissed him, this time soft and gentle little kisses, his hand running down her back making her shiver with excitement. She kissed his neck, it was his turn to melt, he moaned quietly as her lips touched his neck, as she moved up towards his ear he moaned again, clearly enjoying her touch. She whispered into his ear that she wanted to please him. He immediately pulled her to the side of him, she ended up laid sideways on the sofa, he lay on top of her  holding her tight, one hand holding him slightly off her, the other on her cheek.
'you are pleasing me, just looking at you makes me smile'
She blushed again,
'you need to get used to being told this sort of stuff, cos it's true'
She lowered her face so she didn't have to look into his eyes.  He moved his hand under her chin and lifted her head so she had no choice but to either look at him or close her eyes.  She bravely kept her eyes open.  Seeing his smile filled her with warmth, she was starting to believe that he really meant what he said. She closed her eyes as his hand stroked her face, then down her neck, gently running his fingertips down her throat and towards her chest. Her breathing deepened as he slid his hand inside her top, gently running his hand across her breasts, pausing for only a second on her nipples.  They'd started to harden and she could feel the blood pumping faster through her body. He moved his hands away.  He stopped touching her.  She opened her eyes and found that he laid there smiling.
'enjoy that?' he asked
she blushed again and nodded
'close your eyes' he demanded in a gentle voice.
He started to kiss her neck, nibbling gently, his hand holding her head, he started to kiss down her throat, she knew where he was heading, she could feel every part of her body starting to throb,  her breasts tightening, her nipples hardening.  His kisses stopped at the edge of her top, he undid her top gently pulling it away from her,  he ran his hand inside her bra, lowering it so her breasts were free of it. The kisses started again, this time no messing about, he went straight for her nipples, gently kissing and sucking, caressing the other with his hand.

She was just relaxing and losing herself in the moment as his teeth clamped together on her nipple, the pain spread throughout her body, she groaned with pleasure, he loosened his teeth and flicked her nipple with his tongue, she started to wriggle as the sensations were filling her whole body, he pressed his body against hers so she couldn't move. She could feel his hard manhood pressing into her leg. He bit again, harder this time, she moaned loudly as he pinched the other nipple hard with his fingers.  She could feel tingling around her clitoris, she was getting wet, just from his touch on her breasts.  She was tightening with every squeeze, he kissed her passionately and squeezed the tender bitten nipple until she started to feel the orgasm taking over her whole body,  she moaned loudly as he squeezed tight and pulled hard, releasing her now hard and enlarged nipple just as she peaked. His kisses softened and his hand lay over her breast gently.   She lay there for a moment letting her breathing slow down. She could feel his heavy breath against her face, he clearly had enjoyed that too.

Charlie lay there smiling, but then the worry started to take over, she wondered whether he was just using her, she worried that maybe she couldn't cope with this just being fun, what would she do if he wanted something serious? All these questions were floating around her head, she glanced at him, he was also deep in thought.  She wondered what he was thinking.

Reality soon kicked in as she had to go and sort the kids out and feed them, they were soon fed and sent off to bed with a film. While the kids settled down to sleep,  Charlie and her new man lay on her bed, laughing and smiling. Clearly something neither were used to. He told her more about the mess he was in, she told him  some awful things from her past, she cried a little,  but his arms around her soon reminded her how safe she felt. Safe with a near enough stranger, she realised how silly she had been, letting this man into her house, near her children, but she couldn't resist wanting to be with him.  He suggested it was time for him to leave, but as soon as he saw how sad that made her, he said he would stay if that's what she wanted. It was.

The house fell silent, the kids were fast asleep.  He lay there looking at her, watching her, taking in every move and breath she made. No-one had ever paid her this much attention, it was a little unnerving but flattering.  She smiled at him as she walked across her bedroom floor,
'anyone would think you were a good girl with that innocent smile' he joked
'I am a good girl'
he smiled a knowing smile, it didn't matter what she did she knew there would be no convincing him that she was anything other than horny for him.
They sat on the bed a while, chatting about the days events, he asked if she had liked him pinning her against the wall, her smile and flushed cheeks were all the answer he needed.
'So you like it rough?'
she lowered her head and nodded shyly
'I can't believe how shy you get'
'well this is all new to me' she replied  'It's been a while since I had this much attention'
he stood up, held her hands and encouraged her to her feet.
He kissed her gently, letting her run her tongue over his lips, he nibbled gently on hers, She wanted to sit down because even that kiss made her feel weak.  He kept hold of her hands, not letting her move away.  He turned her around and started to kiss her neck, he was pressed up against her back, holding her tight, she was starting to lose herself, just as he bit into her neck, the sharp pain brought her back into the moment. She wasn't sure if she had liked it until he did it again, a sharp bite followed by a gentle sucking, she did like it, and she longed to feel his teeth around her nipples again.
He continued to bite, sometimes gently other times deep and sharp, Charlie moaned and squirmed each time his teeth sank into her.  His hands moved up from her belly and cupped her breasts gently.  He could feel her hard nipples through her pretty dress. His bites turned to gentle kisses as he worked his way across her shoulders and onto her back, his hands slid around to the back of her dress, he slid the zip down, she froze, realising that he was about to undress her.  She tried to move and stop him, he held her close and whispered
'trust me, you are gorgeous'
she didn't believe him and worried that he would not like her naked chubby figure, her wobbly belly and round thighs.
'I want to kiss every part of you'
'I daren't' she said shyly
'trust me' he repeated
He let her dress fall off her shoulders and off her arms, her hips holding her dress up, he kissed down her back, then gently ran his finger nails down her spine, the intense sensation made her forget for a moment that he was about to see her naked.  He eased her dress down over her hips, kissing them, grabbing hold of them and moaning as he did, clearly loving her figure, she started to trust that he truly was loving this. She had had her eyes closed the whole time and now stood in her knickers and bra, she didn't dare open her eyes, scared that she would see disgust in her eyes, she started to blush again, this time her whole body becoming warm.  He turned her around and told her to open her eyes, she shook her head and lowered her face.  He gently lifted her head and said
'you need to learn to trust me, open your eyes'
as she did she realised he had taken a step backwards and was now looking at her nearly naked body, with a huge grin on his face.  He couldn't really be turned on by her body, could he?
He held his hand out to her, she stepped forward and took it, he put it on his jeans zip, she could feel how hard he was
'you have done that to me, now do you believe me?'
Charlie smiled a huge happy grin, so pleased that he really was enjoying looking at her.
No sooner had she started to undo his zip, he grabbed her arm, spun her round and threw her onto the bed, face down, he held her arms above her head, his knee on the bed spreading her legs apart.  His other hand ran his nails down her back, she tried to move free but he was way too strong for her. His hand started to caress her backside, over her knickers, then in one quick movement he pulled her knickers down and he slapped her now tense buttocks, she squealed and he pushed her harder into the bed
'shhhhh' he reminded her
he raised himself off of her and she heard his zip undo and his jeans fall to the floor, he lay slightly to the side of her, but on top of her enough that she could feel him pressing hard into her buttock.  He caressed her cheeks again and gave them another slap, and another, each seeming to get harder, she squirmed some more
'keep still' he demanded, this time his voice was harsher than before
'you told me you were a good girl'
Charlie knew that if she asked him to stop he would, or would he? She barely knew this man, she suddenly realised that she had put herself in danger and that he could do anything he wanted to her, she revelled in this, and found herself turned on even more.

Her buttocks were warm and stinging, her nipples hard but pressed into the bed, she was getting wet with every slap.
'take me' she found herself saying
'when I am ready I will'
'please' she begged, needing to feel him inside her she begged again
'please'
he ran his fingers down her back, between her buttocks and between her thighs, he brushed his hand past her clean shaven pussy.
'please take me' she begged again
he slapped her hard this time, making her raise her hips up off the bed and revel in the pain.  He pulled her legs apart with his and slid a finger deep inside her. She groaned as she felt him pressing right on the spot that she knew from self exploration would make her climax.  He slid his finger out
'do you want more?'
'yes, yes I do, please'
This time he slid two fingers inside her now very wet pussy, As he slid them in and out she moved her hips with the rhythm, hoping to feel him deeper inside her, but he was holding back. teasing her. She tried pushing against his hand but each time he pulled away, she groaned hoping for that spot to be touched again, then suddenly he pushed a third finger in, stretching her open and hitting that spot.  He held his hand there, as the quivering sensation started to fill her, he could feel her tightening, he moved his fingers out again.
'please don't stop' she begged

He pushed 4 fingers deep, deep inside her, the sensation of being stretched open filled her with ecstasy, she'd never felt this before.  He then started to stretch his fingers out, opening her up wider, he managed to push in his thumb, his whole fist now inside her.  She found if she moved it stung a little so she knew she had to lay still, his hand pressing on that spot,that spot that made her whole body feel like it was about to explode, he pulled his hand most of the way out, then pushed it hard back inside her.  That last thrust was enough to push her over the edge, her whole body tightened, her insides clamping down on his hand. She started to moan, to scream, she bit into the duvet as her whole body orgasmed.  Her whole body tensed up, her whole body exploded. He gently slid his hand out, he turned her over and gently kissed her.  She could barely kiss him back, she could feel aftershocks, little tremors working there way through her body.

He stood up, lifting her gently to a sitting position, he undid her bra and dropped it to the floor. He cupped both breasts, they tingled and she could only just bare to have them touched. He was gentle and caressed them.  She slid his boxers down over his tight sexy arse, she wanted to see what she had felt pressing into her, she was impressed!  He was long and thick and very very hard. She looked up at him and smiled, he had a 'please do it' look on his face, she licked her lips, teasing him as he had done to her earlier. She then flicked the end of his dick with her tongue, then slid it down the length, while constantly looking up into his eyes. He closed his eyes for a moment, she could see he was desperate to feel himself in her mouth.  She slowly wrapped her lips around him and slowly slid her mouth down, she couldn't take him all the way because he was too big. She eased back and slid her mouth down again, she did this a couple of times, his eyes closed still.  He then opened his eyes, placed his hands on the back of her head gently, as she slid him deep into her mouth he held her head there, the look in his eyes had changed again, there was something dark there. He held her head for a few seconds then pulled himself out of her mouth. He pushed himself deeper into her mouth than she thought she could manage, again holding her head. He then released her head so she could carry on taking him into her mouth, she pushed deeper each time, a smile appeared on his face, a naughty smile.

He threw her backwards onto the bed, knelt between her legs and entered her, she tightened as he did. He lifted her legs up against his chest, he was able to push even deeper inside her. He was looking straight at her, she closed her eyes, he quickly demanded
'open them and leave them open'
she struggled to as she'd never kept her eyes open during sex before.  He held onto her legs and he pushed himself in and out of her, slow and deep to start with, she could already feel the tingling deep inside her.  He suddenly thrust himself deep inside, really deep and fast, she could feel another orgasm building, he started to rub her clitoris at the same time, two different orgasms now building, she wasn't sure she could cope with both.  He rubbed gently in a circle, making sure to build the intensity up, as her breathing deepened he rubbed harder and pushed harder inside her. She could feel her insides tightening, she could feel her body getting warmer, she started to come as he held himself deep inside releasing himself inside her, an overwhelming explosion happening all throughout her body.  He pulled out just as she was starting to relax her muscles, making them tense again.

He lay at the side of her and pulled her into his arms.






















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